Not only have I won the Goblin of the Year Award, but I also have been awarded the Best Big Brother Ever Award!
Forever and always~
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🌱FOR FERU!!! :D🌾

Hello to the wide and vast web. You must be wondering (if you clicked this page...? But if you wanna go back, be my guest) who is my sibling? Well, here we are. I didn't want to link to its socials as to keep things more detached from "that side" of the internet, so instead I'm making a tiny fanpage for them.
Just like me, ey goes by many names, so if you see me referring to them with a variety of nicknames and such, pay it no mind!

An Introduction...

Honestly looking back, our meeting was pretty fateful, wasn't it? I always knew you were out there, but I never knew where you were... I'm so glad we could reunite in this life!! As cringe as that sounds, I do genuinely know we will always have each other's backs. :,3 No matter what universe we're in!
It's proof enough that we share a psychic link, much to the dismay of others and even ourselves at times... but honestly being so connected to you feels safe and I am glad we are stuck in each other's thoughts. ^__^
So thanks to that wasp at my workplace for letting us hold a coherent conversation for the first time, I'm happy we got a chance to talk then... and I'm glad for all the conversations we have to this day!!!

I absolutely love being a big brother and I'm so happy I can be your big brother... T^T I know I have my own issues, but being a role model for you and helping you out is something I take so much pride in. I'm Lynx's big brother full time!!!! It's awesome!!! Best job in the world if I'm being honest...
Thank you for bringing me joy everyday...
Please don't ever forget how important you are to me... Your existence has so much meaning, I promise.
It can be hard to have self esteem and think you aren't just Some Guy, but I will forever be your hypeman. You can be some guy but you can also be an extraordinarily unique guy. I hope that makes sense. You are anything but plain. Maybe a little mild, but neutrality is part of your charm.

The Associations!


I associate a lot of things with Feru!! Here's a very tiny list of some of those things... c:

Winter and snow! And all the icy animals that dwell within them. They are a literal Lynx...
Matcha!! Green!! Minty colours!! All of those are Cirruscore... Matcha applies to both the flavour and things related to its earthy colour.
Speaking of earth... Dirt. And Minecraft holes. Sorry, I just think the little burrows and nests of strange creatures are very up eyr alley... It's neat. It's silly!
Tuxedo and Silver Tabby cats! He looks like that 100% can confirm. Cats in general, honestly, but those two patterns of kitties really strike me as their kind guys. Did you know it is sooo sleepy by the way? Literal cat!!!
An entire plethora of characters, but namely - Gaignun Kukai (Xenosaga), Strelitzia (Kingdom Hearts), Lucifer (Granblue Fantasy), Ion (Tales of the Abyss), Glaceon, and Latias!!! They are very dear to my heart because they remind me so much of my little sibling... :,3c
To a lesser extent, I associate plants with him too, but this is mostly because of the green pipeline. Still, I think it's a naturey guy. The kind of person to tend to saplings and enjoy what they give back...
Lastly, history - whether tangible or not - is something that is deeply tied to his being. One day I would still love to visit an antique store with them. I think ey would have a lot to tell me...

A Message...


This is a simple message to my little sibling... I obviously have sent them the link to this page, duh! So hi Feru! And anyone else reading this too I guess... I'm not gonna stop you from reading this or anything, it's public after all!
Lynx, you're an incredibly strong person and capable of so much. You're very hardy, more than you know... I look up to your strength very much! Of course, you still have a long way to go, but I want you to know that you inspire me and motivate me to continue doing my own best... You have a beautiful soul and it really is such a dream to be your brother. I cannot believe how lucky I am!


When I think back on all we've been through, my jaw drops. We've really seen a lot, haven't we? Despite only reconnecting in 2020, it feels like you've been with me my entire life... And I suppose that rings true, if you consider our beliefs. c:
Thank you for always being there for me. It's the small yet big things, like how you supported me through my top surgery - both the initial meetup in NYC and the actual recovery process... thank you for seeing me as your big brother, and for always giving me sound advice when I need it. Just as much as I am there for you, you are there for me, and I don't want to ever be without you, mmkay? Don't forget how much I care for you.
I know our antics will last us an entire lifetime, and even after that. When you're in need of me I shall appear, don't ever doubt that!!!
-Rubedo :3